My glasses are fogging
Too big, too loose
Non-rebreather, fit tested
Did I re-use the mask too many times?
Protocol.
Achy, cracked hands
Too much scrubbing
Ceremonial, almost religious washing
Am I clean?
Protocol.
Sweat gathers damply on my brow
Too hot, suffocating
Scrubs, gown, gloves, mask, face shield
Did I don correctly?
Protocol.
My heart is pounding in my ears
Too fast, racing
Propofol, lidocaine, rocuronium
Will he cough?
Protocol.
My thoughts are screaming
Too loud, scared
Videoscope, suction
Am I too close?
Protocol.
My body slackens
Relief The tube is in
Will I get sick?
Protocol.